I was trying my fastest to heal from the hurt you’ve caused. I was trying extremely hard to trust you again because you were the one I loved dearly. I guess I was too slow.
Part of me knows I shouldn’t even feel bad over someone who would lie to me, hurt me, and then not even wait for me while I heal. But…. I can’t help but feel…broken.
I told you when I end up loving, I love hard. I gave you all the chances to make it right but you continued to fuck me over which ended up making me love you more because the thought of you changing for me, made my love stronger. I wanted to be yours, and only yours.
Why the fuck has this ended like this? Over a year I was there for you. Waited on you. And kept you safe from the emotional bullets coming towards you. But all of that was for nothing, and now it’s completely over.
Broken, I truly am. I love way too hard.
Letting go is always so hard. For some reason I’ve had this curse of falling in love with people that always fuck me over but I end up wanting to believe they can change and give them the benefit of the doubt. But it just ends up biting me in the ass.
I’m just a man full of hurt & love.
Been a while, any of my followers active? D;